Leave here at midnight
You in my headlights
Driving out to places
Where we used to go
I know I sound crazy
Obsessed with you lately
So don't keep telling me
What I already know
'Cause you do me no good
When you hurt me again and again
And I wish that I could
Put the blame
On you for everything
You tell your stories
I listen closely
Trying to come across
Like you're doing me good
And as I get older
You'd think I'd get bolder
I'm just becoming more
Like what I knew I would
When I'm looking at you, man
I hate that I feel just the same
'Cause I idolise you
While I'm trying
To remember my name
If I give any more to you
Would you do the same?
If I told you what I had to lose
I know you'd walk away
So I'll be crying on the floor
When I'm wanting more
Than I could ever take away
So I'm trying not to be myself
So I've got you to blame
So I've got you to blame
I hope you're not bitter
I underdeliver
But I do what I can
To keep a hold on you
Remember the places
I'm changing my faces
So I look more like
What I think you want me to
'Cause it does me no good
When I act like I know what to say
But I hate when I don't
So I throw myself into harms way
If I give any more to you
Would you do the same?
If I told you what I had to lose
I know you'd walk away
So I'll be crying on the floor
When I'm wanting more
Than I could ever take away
So I'm trying not to be myself
So I've got you to blame
So I've got you to blame