Lyrics: Big Cad
Music: Big Cad
Before this rap dream my life was simple
Chill with my bad ting finding some edibles
Daydreaming living lavish even bit of average
But I never thought I be so cynical
已经忘了数多少次拍子
想抓住机会却被推门外
已经忘了从哪一天开始
我求救却发现背后没人在
Maybe it was the show ting
让我看到游戏是靠人脉的
Maybe it was fame holding back
毕竟没能比钱让人变更快的
Maybe it was tears
Running down her cheeks 我的情绪全被你猜出
Maybe it was prejudice
Got my heart in the sleeves 却违心地说我不在乎
That got me wonder sometimes
不用负重去追逐不能触碰的阳光幻想变成天上的飞鸟
It’s a gift and curse what satisfied me’s making me worse
Said I’m good inside I’ve been burnt out 当我和爱的人也相驰背道
当流言蜚语刺向我就像飞刀
当我从梦中惊醒没法睡觉
That sh*t got me question God
Like how many traps did u want me to break out?
That’s clearance sale and meal deals
闭上眼睛我就可以回想起的味道
That’s Nando’s we be like Cench
Drank all the tap water said one day I’ll pay off
但我也有过错 超市里shoplift我也做过
朋友却说老佛爷都付过了
我也只好安慰自己没那么龌龊
我讨厌装坚强其实我很懦弱
灵魂看着肉体不断的堕落
你当然可以笑我我知道我很落魄
但你可不可以看破不说破 因为
如果看到我身后的枷锁你不会劝我多看沿途的风景
在音轨上燃烧着生命哪来的时间抱怨这游戏不公平
I don’t make wishes but if I do I’ll say free my fam from mortgage
Like “see it say it sorted”
It’s the kinda life I couldn’t stand
If I end up selling my soul to corporate
But my ego left me stranded
Over some bullsh*t that I can’t tolerate
Now I can’t beg you for nother chance
True said I don’t deserve for a tomorrow bae
But I still figured out a plan
When you said don’t make love get swallowed by all the hate
Darling why don’t you hold hands
Nothing beats if we jet to a holiday
Skip ur work and let’s go Turk
Champagne shots on hotel balcony
And I don’t mind if u making me hurt
Life’s bout perspectives one day u’ll know what I been through
U that only one I’m so into u that only one that I sing to
Fk love I don't need nobody it's true
But if I do I guess it's gotta be
I guess it's gotta be you
I guess it's gotta be you
I guess it's gotta be you
I don't need nobody it's true
But if I do it's gotta be you