Lyrics: Luis Haros
I don’t expect for you to notice
Skin fallin necrosis
Show up to my funeral and
Bring me dead roses
Think i’m losing focus
My thoughts are so bogus
I’m so ****ing scared that
I’m stuck in psychosis
Hook:
I think i’m gonna hurt myself
I’m ****ing up my mental health
Waking up in that hotel
Crawling back inside my shell
I just wanna hug my momma
I’m stressing over commas
Smoking mother****er
Doing what i wanna
If i had the guts to do it
I'd ****ing bite a mother****er
Lifeline ima pull it
I might run away i might ****ing book it
Ima runaway
Baby ima runaway
No one cares anyway
Should i go or should i stay?
Everything’s blur
Like what the **** occurred
Memories that haunt me
Walking like a zombie
Xanax with my coffee
Girl from texas talking
And all the acid i ingested
Made my mind a ****ing mess man
Never took anti dеpressants
21 and ****ing stressing
By 22 and i’ll be rеsting
Either in my grave
Or laid up in my place
I don’t really care i just
Take it day by day
Working with no rest
Love my friends to death
****ing with my boys ima put your ass to bed
Hook:
I think i’m gonna hurt myself
I’m ****ing up my mental health
Waking up in that hotel
Crawling back inside my shell
I just wanna hug my momma
I’m stressing over commas
Smoking mother****er
Doing what i wanna
If i had the guts to do it
I'd ****ing bite a mother****er
Lifeline ima pull it
I might run away i might ****ing book it