Lyrics: PapaAli
Late nights, I stare at my shadow on the wall,
i gotta be the truth, or just surviving the fall,
Mirrors don’ t lie but u neva stood tall
知道和我每一天都很消耗
im sorry theres no one you could依靠
i dont really talk and we never ever spoke,
抱歉 my love我一直让你守候
一直反省自己但是没有结果
faking in the public but my heart still broke,
Every scar got a story, that i never told
every silence is a cost that i gon show
冬天的乌鲁木齐窗户 got frost
Some lessons were learned, some parts got lost.
Mirror talking back but it never raise its tone
see the cracks in my smile where the pressure made a home,
growing from the dust left a stain on my clothes
every step heavy without money but I still move slow
god let me handle my shit so one day he can finally see me grow
I wore pain like fashion, but i made the fuvking scars look clean,
Turned trauma into fuel and for what? just to chase that
sweeter dream,
But every win got echoes of finally who I had to be,
And some nights I miss the people that I couldn’ t save in me.
Bummin' rides,runnin' out of gasBodyfeelin' like anoldman's
So surrounded by still people If you got a dream, you an outcast
And all the good oneskeepdyin' Been to jail, butfornothin' I did
Workin' twelvesandrhymin' ninesAndsleepin' threes,puttin' overtime in
Sickofseein' richpeoplesmilin' When they drive by, gotmethinkin' violent
Tryna turn Uncle Sam to my bitch The universe,throwin' landmines in
Besnappin' in public,I'mlookin' so stupid And paranoid lately, I sleep with a weaponEveryonelyin', I scheme inandrobbin'I'mlosin' myself inside of my depression
Look around,bummin'andslummin'Nobodygon' get motivated to make it, so****em'
Man, Ibeenholdin' in all of my anger
Andwakin' up bitterthansayin'I'mnothin'Washin' my clothes in the bathtub And stole me a shopping cart
Now Ibeenhangin' em up And then people come over and look at me
LikeI'm a scumbagorsomethin'I'm fat, but enough of it
Feel like the onlyoneholdin' shit downUntilI'm all alone in the lost and uncertain
Startoverthinkin', like ifIdon't listen Or that Ibesleepin',I'mtossin'andturnin'
Then Istartsippin'anddrinkin'Thenchuggin'andhuffin'andpuffin'
Andsniffin' a bunch ofshitWishin' I had someone here by my lonely
WhenI'm stuck inside of my mindandcan't stomach it
Late nights, I stare at my shadow on the wall,
i gotta be the truth, or just surviving the fall,
Mirrors don’ t lie but u neva stood tall
知道和我每一天都很消耗
im sorry theres no one you could依靠
抱歉 my love我一直让你守候
一直反省自己但是没有结果