Lyrics: HADEX20
Music: HADEX20
Arranger: HADEX20
Lyrics: HADEX
Music: HADEX
Arranger: 17
Mixing: AKATOXH
Mastering: AKATOXH
Why I struggle for the fking life
Why don't you give me a fking smile
I am waiting for the time I die
Painful journey when I leave it I won't cry x2
Tell you some bout my story
袖子上印满了泪滴
课桌上涕泗在堆积
童年在学校很委屈
梦像折不好的纸飞机
他们嘲笑我因为我是肥的
被骂我是当之无愧的
脆弱的灵魂
敏感的性格
六岁就试过
放弃生命了
这样的冬天
不会有尽头
安眠是终点
吞下就进了
痛苦在无限地循环ya
痛苦在无限地循环
痛苦在无限地循环ya
痛苦总来找我寻欢
Why I struggle for the fking life
Why don't you give me a fking smile
I am waiting for the time I die
Painful journey when I leave it I won't cry x2
世界逼着我折腰屈服
这点药根本就没力度
临行边缘情景我纪录
走就走了
反正也没人对我说I need you
想寻找光我望向了天窗
灰蒙蒙雾霾没办法见光
付不起心理医生的演讲
只有音乐是治疗我偏方
Why I struggle for the fking life
Why don't you give me a fking smile
I am waiting for the time I die
Painful journey when I leave it I won't cry x2
Why I struggle for the fking life
Why don't you give me a fking smile
I am waiting for the time I die
I am waiting for the time I die