Lyrics: devianne issa
Music: devianne issa
[Verse 1]
I bite my tongue
For way too long
Grit my teeth
Respond like a machine
I guess that's just how i was
Programmed to be
Not good enough
My life's so ****ed
I didn't manage my time well enough
What should I do?
I'm stuck in my room
And all they do is make fun of me
[Chorus]
And I bet I'll be 20 something
And still have nothing to do with my life
It gets better
It gets worse
For some reason I never make the right turn
This is the cycle of hell
Fourteen and I'm still not myself
Baby is there someone who can save me
Take me away, take me away from here
[Verse 2]
Mom's by counter
Beating my ass with words
Even though I know she's projecting
They still hurt
No, she'll never ever change
Maybe that explains why I'll always be this way
I have a father but I wish I had a dad
The kind of dad who can always make me laugh
Even when I wanna cry
He'd give me hugs and tell me it will all be fine
[Chorus]
And I bet I'll be 20 something
And still have nothing to do with my life
It gets better
It gets worse
For some reason I never make the right turn
This is the cycle of hell
Fourteen and I'm still not myself
Baby is there someone who can save me
Take me away, take me away from here
[Bridge]
I blow the candles out on my birthday cake
I'm a new age but I always feel the same
Nothing really changes
They still complain
Even when I get straight A's
And I do what they ask me to do
Now when I'm unwell
And they finally start to notice
They act like they had no clue
[Chorus]
And I bet I'll be 20 something
And still have nothing to do with my life
It gets better
It gets worse
For some reason I never make the right turn
This is the cycle of hell
Fourteen and I'm still not myself
Baby is there someone who can save me
Take me away, take me away from here