I'll Always Kill Myself Too Late

Lyrics: Wai Cheung Wong Music: Wai Cheung Wong Starting my car in the cold storming winter To drive to my cubicle where i wither Feeding AI prompts ,vibe coding without passion My heart is a beating machine made of ashes All my job applications go to avoid I am played by HR agents like a whipping boy The news said that birth rates are going down Well,everyone’s busy trying not to drown Just got an email,they raised my rent again Guess who's driving Ubers again this weekend? I don't bother blowing out my brains Because I know I'll always kill myself too late My life is nothing but thirty one years of waste I'm killing myself in my cube without haste I snort Ketamine off a cracked phone screen To fly away from this rent seeking dead machine The water’s always rising never going down I'm looking forward to the day I'll drown Don't worry,I'm not suicidal,I feel great Because I know I'll always kill myself too late Budgeting my monthly expenses today The landlords already ate up half my pay All these hours wasted in front of my desk Just to get a cramped roof over my head The rest pays my insurance and auto loans Nothing left to fix the screen on my phone The stats show that birth rates are going down Well,everyone’s busy trying not to drown And I'm running out of Ketamine again Guess who's driving Ubers again this weekend? I don't bother blowing out my brains Because I know I'll always kill myself too late My life is nothing but thirty one years of waste I'm killing myself in my cube without haste I snort Ketamine off a cracked phone screen To fly away from this rent seeking dead machine The water’s always rising never going down I'm looking forward to the day I'll drown Don't worry,I'm not suicidal,I feel great Because I know I'll always kill myself too late A preacher asked me if I care what happenes after I'm dead He told me to turn to god,and this is what I said There's a god,he isn't Jesus,he's Mammon I don't do opiates,I know there's no heaven I work and don't go to church on the weekends I don't believe in god,but I believe in rent The water’s always rising never going down I'm looking forward to the day I'll drown My life is nothing but thirty one years of waste I'm killing myself in my cube without haste I snort Ketamine off a cracked phone screen To fly away from this rent seeking dead machine The water’s always rising never going down I'm looking forward to the day I'll drown Don't worry,I'm not suicidal,I feel great Because I know I'll always kill myself too late I feel great,I'll always kill myself too late I feel great,I'll always kill myself too late I feel great,I'll always kill myself too late I feel great,I'll always kill myself too late I feel great,I'll always kill myself too late I feel great,I'll always kill myself too late I feel great,I'll always kill myself too late I feel great,I'll always kill myself too late(8times)