what i wanted

Lyrics: Michael Skwark/Matt Malpass Music: Michael Skwark/Matt Malpass I can never tell When something's going wrong They told me that My problems are not everyone's But anything you need I'll try and get it done Though I feel like they Got me in a hit and run I love that I'm so frustrated I hate that I cannot say it I love that I'm always breaking I hate this bed but I'm the one who made it I chase the same thing Can't trust myself, don't know what I want I'm in the same place And it's not what I wanted Too patient these days Or maybe I'm just not using my time right Back to my same ways And it's not what I wanted at all I can never tell When something's going right How I feel is something And I just throw aside Am I looking for something To feel more alive Or am I scared do I just want a place to hide? I love that I'm so complacent I hate that I'm always faded I love that I'm on your playlist I hate this bed but I'm the one who made it I chase the same thing Can't trust myself Don't know what I want I'm in the same place And it's not what I wanted Too patient these days Or maybe I'm just not using my time right Back to my same ways And it's not what I wanted at all This is not how I wanna feel time pass But I know that it always ends up like that This is not how I wanna feel time pass Every day's another moment That I'm sidetracked This is not how I wanna feel time pass But I know that it always ends up like that This is not how I wanna feel time pass Every day's another moment That I'm sidetracked I chase the same thing Can't trust myself, don't know what I want I'm in the same place And it's not what I wanted Too patient these days Or maybe I'm just not using my time right Back to my same ways And it's not what I wanted at all That sounds sick, honestly Are you fxxkin' with it?