Lyrics: Kamen Levi Pereira
Music: Kamen Levi Pereira
I don't think it had to be this difficult
Your friends say that you wanted more from me
Yet we agreed to take it slow
Now slowly I grief all alone it seems
Oh baby
Oh baby
Was loving me too difficult
It's always me vs you
No intervals
Go round for round
Then I'd conclude like
What was so difficult
This heartache,pain is abysmal
Your prod me in places my fears unfold and
Left me with no remorse yet
This ain't no curtain call cause we spin it lime disco ball
It's my fault now
My fault
It's always my fault
Can't even speak out loud
Cause if I even go and kiss my ****ing teeth
This all ends with me
Like i proved every word you said
Like I made all this ****ing mess
I don't think it had to be this difficult
Your friends say that you wanted more from me
Yet we agreed to take it slow
Now slowly I grief all alone it seems
Oh baby
Oh baby
Was loving me too difficult
Say does talking about your feelings work
For me it ****ing hurts
I stalk your Instagram to see if you'll unfollow first
It sounds delusional
But I'm so obsessed I lurk
I drew your face up in the mud in to see you in the dirt ah
I've got people pleaser tendencies
I would tiptoe round your heart until my feet would bleed
Just take my love manipulate
I'm trauma bound in every way
Occupy my safest space
And see me till he calls again
I don't think it had to be this difficult
Your friends say that you wanted more from me
Yet we agreed to take it slow
Now slowly I grief all alone it seems
Oh baby
Oh baby
Was loving me too difficult
I hope the man that you're with always raises his voice at you
Makes you flinch when you talking to him
Hope his puts in like 10%
I put in 110 for you
I told all of my family
My mom even thought we would get married
Embarrassed to tell her you broke me broke
What you did was atrocious
Rocked my heart it's eroded
I just be sitting in coffee shops people watching
Tryna hope that i find or feel something
Searching for closure
Tears in my eyes blur my focus
And maybe i'm stuck in the moment
And maybe you left me too heartbroken
I don't think it had to be this difficult
Your friends say that you wanted more from me
Yet we agreed to take it slow
Now slowly I grief all alone it seems
Oh baby
Oh baby
Was loving me too difficult