Lyrics: Austin Buerge
Music: Austin Buerge
My brain is pouring out my ear
These eyes are heavy and sore
It's 2:00 AM and the darkest thoughts
Are knocking at my door
Hello is somebody out there?
I'm talking to myself again
It's so quiet when I'm all alone with myself
But it's comfortable in its own way
No responsibilities or expectations
And I'll do whatever I want today
But I know I'm only making excuses
I think I might be sick
And ****ed up in the head
Slowly wasting away all my time in my bed
I know that it's not good
I should take my meds
But I think I'm addicted to always being sad
I wanna make it hurt
It's better when I bleed
I can feel the misery pouring out of me
I say I'm doing fine
And maybe that's a lie
But I don't want to bother you
These problems are mine
Yeah these problems are mine
Growing up I had the biggest dreams
But now it all feels like a joke
And looking back at it again
I should have done the things that I was told
But it's all water under the bridge (Water under the bridge)
No one can take back what they've done (Take back what they've done)
Though if I could of traded places with you
My life would have been of better use
I think I might be sick
And ****ed up in the head
Slowly wasting away all my time in my bed
I know that it's not good
I should take my meds
But I think I'm addicted to always being sad
I wanna make it hurt
It's better when I bleed
I can feel the misery pouring out of me
I say I'm doing fine
And maybe that's a lie
But I don't want to bother you
These problems are mine
Yeah these problems are mine
La la la la la
La la la la la la la
La la la la la la
La la la la la
I think I might be sick
And ****ed up in the head
Slowly wasting away all my time in my bed
I know that it's not good
I should take my meds
But I think I'm addicted to always being sad
I wanna make it hurt
It's better when I bleed
I can feel the misery pouring out of me
I say I'm doing fine
And maybe that's a lie
But I don't want to bother you
These problems are mine
Yeah these problems are mine