Love Being Used

Lyrics: Nyathigi Gatere Music: Nyathigi Gatere Workin' on my health but I'ma stay sadder Littering my brain with these drugs that make madder Cutting up my heart, shit, I was a cadaver Cold case cavern, straight blow to chest I'ma hold habits and some baggage on my belt I'ma get you ready, you can love someone else Something like a filler for rotation on a shelf Love being used, I don't know nothing else Like I'ma smoke weed, won't change my ways Just me, myself and the same mistakes Broke my heart, won't take a break Cracks won't heal, I'ma hold that weight, no She say I'm a masochist the way I give this trust out Heart too big and the space won't run out Yes, I know better, not everyone the same Take an old heart, and I give a new slate What can I say? I'm stuck in my ways Love being used, and left on the way Shit, it hurts less when you know it's on the way No, it's not true but these actions do say Give another piece I can waste away Like I'ma smoke my weed, won't change my ways Just me, myself and those same mistakes