I'm Not Fine

Lyrics: Blixemi Music: Blixemi Arranger: Blixemi I'll be the best they've ever seen! I'll make them so dang proud of me It'll take some work to get where I need to go... But I'll be there before I know! And it's hard And I'm tired But I'll work to get higher...! But it seems I've lost all function in my legs... Is this normal? It's fine! I'm fine! Am I fine? I'm sure it's fine! (Am I gonna die?) Ugh! I'm a wreck! I'm in a downward spin And I don't know... What it feels like to win But they tell me Just gotta put in the work, "you'll be fine." And they tell me "Everyone falls down, time to time..." But no matter how hard I try There's this little voice in my mind And it tells me every time That I will not be fine I'll be the best they've ever seen! (You'll fall, you'll trip, you'll make a scene) It'll take some work to get where I need to go (They're better off without you, you know…) Woah oh-oh... It's hard (too hard) I'll work (Won't work!) SPOKEN: I just gotta keep telling myself that I'll be fine! It's fine (Not fine!) I'm fine (Not Fine!) We're fine (Not FINE!) I'm sure it's fine! (NOT FINE!) I'm a wreck! I'm downward spin! And I...I don't know what it feels like to win! But they tell me "Just gotta put in the work, I'll be fine." And they tell me "Everyone falls down once or twice. And though I try And though I reach for the sky! There's this voice that's getting louder in the back of my mind Saying I'm not fine! It's screaming at me saying I'm Not FINE! I'm a mess My life's an uphill climb I get halfway up, but I slip down every time And I honestly don't ever think I will ever be fine! Cause my head it keeps screaming, you'll always be behind! And they tell me it's alright Everyone takes their own time But my time is moving backwards I don't think I'll get it right! Cause I'm losing my own battle Cannot find the will or might Cause the little voice that's supposed to cheer me on Is the one I have to fight… It's fine I'm fine We're fine I'm sure it's fine I don't think I'll ever be fine All... fine... SPOKEN: NEEDLE - Hey, uh... Alderpaw? Are you alright? ALDER - Oh! Pfft, I'm f-fine! (heh)