Lyrics: CXBRA
Music: CXBRA
Arranger: CXBRA
I fall on ground at the 4am凌晨四点我摔倒在地板上
lie on the floor to get a little rest与其费劲爬起来还不如躺一会歇歇
light got me blacking out炫目的灯光让我视线模糊
trying to set a clock使劲睁开眼睛定下了闹钟
don't wanna let the night get slipped不甘心让这个夜晚就这样消逝
and thats about the time they walk away from me就在这个时候我拥有的一切都离我而去
nobody like me when Im 23没人会喜欢23岁的我
feeling depressed all because my god damn self让我感到抑郁的不过都是我自己的胡思乱想罢了
still want back to seventeen还一直幻想着回到17岁
my friend say i should act my age朋友们说我该表现的像个成年人了
whats my age again我到底几岁来着
whats my age again
Im so alone in the crowded room充满欢声笑语的房间总是让我感到孤独
to feel secure sitting on the roof坐在房顶上才能获得一点安全感
all they would never know谁都不会知道
Im no the one they thought我并非如他们所期望
play pretend they will be proud of me继续伪装才能让大家觉得我没有辜负他们
and that's about the time I walk away from these就在这个时候我逃离了这里
nobody like me when I'm 23没人会喜欢23岁的我
thinking bout to bury all my rockstar dreams不止一次地思考是不是该放弃我的音乐梦了
getting used to take 4k习惯了作为一名社畜生活
my dad say that is act my age我爸说这才是我这个年纪该干的事
what's my age again我到底几岁啊
what's my age again
that's about the time I gotta smash the screen这个时候我就该一拳砸碎我的电脑屏幕
nobody like me but Im fine with this享受着别人异样的眼光
another night I walking down the city roads又是一个在灯火阑珊的城市街道上匆忙回家的夜晚
that's how my day get start这才是属于我的一天真正的开始
my mom want me to get some sleep我妈想让我晚上能睡的早点
what's my age again可我才几岁啊
what's my age again
that's about the time the cable twined on me这个时候电缆线已经将我全身缠住
I only feel alive I pluck the string因为只有在拨动琴弦的时候我才能感受到自己的存在
another day another bad feeling又是新的一天 新的坏情绪到来
another day another shit I make新的一天新的时间被浪费掉
ain't got any difference可我依旧一无所获
whatsmyageagain我到底几岁了啊