moments like this

Music: SuiSai Sanity slippin far away from me Taking form of my own worst enemy Sick of bein who I never wanted to be And even harder to to leave But when the worlds so cold I see my breath in the air My own damn thoughts are too much to bear And I can't keep doin this all by myself But I‘m way to stubborn to reach out for help What a frigid night on the sidewalk Watch the lanterns light up the air Spent a long time searchin for meaning It's a shame that this has too end These sleepless nights thru the vine How your shadow clings by my side Fallen dreams and where they reside Got no reason left so i hide This loveless pit's all i know It gets harder I need to let go When you call I tend to unfold What a frigid night on the sidewalk Watch the lanterns light up the air Spent a long time searchin for meaning It's a shame that this has too end