Big Boys Don't Cry

Music: Dax/Jaime Raul Chavez III Big boys don't cry We barely bleed oh We have to hide Behind our pride and built-up walls Big boys don't cry We barely bleed oh We have to hide Behind our pride and built-up walls Big boys don't cry I'm starting to understand manhood If I had to describe It's being in tune with emotions But out of tune with the stress they provide It's being their superman at your lowest While trying to wear a disguise Then being invisible Nobody caring if you're even dead or alive It's going to war in your brain With no ammunition or a target To shoot at or aim It's being the rock the hammer A safe space and a place to escape The one they call when the emergency brake jams On the chosen path they've paved When you told them they should turn around think twice And go the opposite way It's being the villain And tolerating disrespect It's wanting to cry at the funeral But you can't cause you're strong For everyone else It's putting your life on the line Being willing to die For people who don't know your name Who claim they don't need you Until death's staring them right in the face Big boys don't cry We barely bleed oh We barely bleed oh We have to hide We have to hide Behind our pride and built-up walls Big boys don't cry We barely bleed oh We have to hide We have to hide Behind our pride and built-up walls Big boys don't cry And if we do it's in the shower A lot of responsibility comes with this power Show emotion you're a coward They don't respect you Until you're gone then it's flowers Everyone wants something It weighs on your mind You're doing your best Trying to protect and provide Put everyone first and then the second You try to rely on the same ones Is when they push you aside There's no makeup to cover up your scars No scale to weigh The pain that's on your heart They expect you to smile while the life You built is ripped and tears apart So you swallow your pride Battle your ego that comes Like a thief in the night Struggle with lust while wanting to need The things that money can't buy Go to work every day till ya bones break Pay ya taxes for government fraud Go to church to a pastor on Sunday 'Til you find out he thinks he's a God And you cannot complain Cause the moment you lose your masculine frame You're labeled the villain In every picture they paint Big boys don't cry We barely bleed oh We barely bleed oh We have to hide We have to hide Behind our pride and built-up walls Big boys don't cry We barely bleed oh We have to hide We have to hide Behind our pride and built-up walls Big boys don't cry