Lyrics: Arian Cruz/Sebastian Cruz
Music: Arian Cruz/Sebastian Cruz
I’m not good at talking but I’ll try my best, there’s some things that I need to get off my chest I need to say I'm not okay
Try not to pay attention but it don’t feel right ‘cause I can’t push aside what I feel inside Can’t run away from all this pain
Something inside me has always felt different, I’m always told that it’s a good thing Oh, I try to calm myself down, so I don’t let it all out
I try to find a reason to live
But I don’t wanna stay in a world where men don’t cry
When I shout, the noise just dies
I give warning signs, why can’t anyone see I just want some help? I don’t wanna stay in a world where people lie
Where we fight to stay alive
I feel so alone, why can’t anyone see I just wanna feel at home?
Over time, I learned not to trust no one
I expect too much of people when they’ll never understand me No, I don’t feel strong, I don’t belong
‘Cause something inside me has always felt different, I’m always told that it’s a good thing Oh, I try to calm myself down, so I don’t let it all out
I try to find a reason to live
But I don’t wanna stay in a world where men don’t cry
When I shout, the noise just dies
I give warning signs, why can’t anyone see I just want some help? I don’t wanna stay in a world where people lie
Where we fight to stay alive
I feel so alone, why can’t anyone see I just wanna feel at home?
I’ll find some peace in a faraway place
Travel far, never come back again
Maybe I’m just not meant to be in this Earth, this world
There’s just one way to rid my pain
Here’s to all the friends I love, to my family
Farewell, I’ll see you soon
I don’t like the silence, it feels so scary
I never, ever seem to make up my mind
Hate it ‘cause I never took that thought into mind that maybe I’ll be fine
Maybe I will stay, could it be they all were right?
I can get through every fight
I can open up, someone out there will listen, did my voice come through now? (I will find a way, there’s a future right on sight
Through the darkness, there is light)
Oh, I’m not alone, I ain’t on my own (Ahh-ahh-ahh, ooh)
Think I finally know I’m home