Lyrics: Rainey Qualley/Charlotte Lawrence
(Just bear at me)
No matter how many scars have fallen
No matter how many times I'm hollowed out
I'm carrying the sun
I'm crying to the song that I used to dance to, mmh
No matter how many nights I'm sleepless
No matter how many times I fall to pieces
I'm carrying the moon
I'm lying in the ruin that we used to love, mmh
So I was wide awake last night
Wishing you could look me in my eyes
Brutal is better than confused
We are close at the moment when I'm with you
When I was wide awake last night
Hoping maybe you could change my mind
Brutal is better than confused
We are close at the way that I feel when I'm with you
One day I'll feel like I can trust ya
Baby, then the next day I feel numb, I feel nothing
And I don't know what's worse,
when I'm dying from the thirst that I used to drown in, mmh
So I was wide awake last night
Wishing you could look me in my eyes
Brutal is better than confused
We are close at the moment when I'm with you
When I was wide awake last night
Hoping maybe you could change my mind
Brutal is better than confused
We are close at the way that I feel when I'm with you
Say you've changed
I'm in pain
Should I stay?
Say you've changed
I pretend
It's complicated