Lyrics: Eden Hunt-Turner/Kaity Rae
Music: Eden Hunt-Turner/Kaity Rae
Tears in the car,
counting the stars, thinking.
Quarter to five,
self analyse in the kitchen.
I should reinvent myself,
become someone else.
Then fall up the stairs, only to stare at the ceiling.
Why am I like that?
I'm so good at making myself sad.
Do I even know who I am?
Twenty years behind me how many more 'til I feel like me?
Twenty reasons why twenty something's not how I thought it'd be.
And twenty voices in my head, 'by now you should be somebody.'
Twenty years behind me how many more 'til I feel like me?
Dance in the dark,
friends on my arms,
don't wanna leave.
Wish I could stay,
don't wanna face reality.
Will I ever grow up?
Oh I don't know.
And feel like I'm not always about to loose all belief.
Why am I like that?
I'm so good at making myself sad.
Do I even know who I am?
Twenty years behind me how many more 'til I feel like me?
Twenty reasons why twenty something's not how I thought it'd be.
And twenty voices in my head, 'by now you should be somebody.'
Twenty years behind me how many more 'til I feel like me?
Smokey eyes,
they're running blurry.
Me plus time, multiplies into worry,
Twenty reasons why I can't sleep at night.
Twenty years of trying.
God, I'm really trying.
Twenty years behind me how many more 'til I feel like me?
Twenty reasons why twenty something's not how I thought it'd be.
And twenty voices in my head, 'by now you should be somebody.'
Twenty years behind me how many more 'til I feel like me?
Twenty years of trying.
God, I'm really trying.