Lyrics: Tenille Arts/Emily Doty/Jason Massey/Marti Lynn Dodson/Sam Tuten/Alexa Schmidt/Emma Ashlee
Music: Tenille Arts/Emily Doty/Jason Massey/Marti Lynn Dodson/Sam Tuten/Alexa Schmidt/Emma Ashlee
What if I told you
I like my whiskey neat
I like a little green to help me sleep
And I kiss boys that I just meet
What if I told you
Two months after he left
Met someone else and I said, "Yes"
Don't regret it for a minute that I did it
I bet you'd say it's unbecoming of me
But I ain't the pageant queen
That you wanted me to be
I'm sick and tired of running
Just to try to earn your love
So I'm unlearning who I was
And I won't go back for nothing
Maybe I'm just unbecoming
The girl who would smile to try and hide the tears
Held that shit in for years, she disappeared
And now I'm standing in the mirror
And I like me better with all of my tattoos, yeah
I wear 'em like the truth
I wish you knew that I'm not doing this to you
No, I ain't the pageant queen
That you wanted me to be
I'm sick and tired of running
Just to try to earn your love
So I'm unlearning who I was
And I won't go back for nothing
Maybe I'm just unbecoming
Understanding
Unbelieving all the lies and undoing all the damage
Uh-huh, mhm
No, I ain't the pageant queen
That you wanted me to be
I'm sick and tired of running
Just to try to earn your love
So I'm unlearning who I was
And I won't go back for nothing
Maybe I'm just unbecoming
I think I love who I'm unbecoming