Pillow

Lyrics: Alina Paulsen/Rasmus Budny/Amanda Börjeson Music: Alina Paulsen/Rasmus Budny/Amanda Börjeson Fill the empty space Let the record play All this fνcking shame Flush it down the drain I will drink it all up Fill my silver cup Is it clever? Cuz I feel better So I go another night lookin'for the highs Hang out with the guys I don't even like And I drink it all up Just to make it stop Will it ever get any better? What I feel gets way to real When I'm alone And if my fears are getting near I go out Again I find myself in the middle Using company as a pillow In the quiet I'm insane Need a crowded place Let go Wanna numb my pain just a little Using company as a pillow And I'm shutting off my mind just to feel ok Let go Look for remedy in their agony Love the melody of a fake laugh After midnight I make up Fill my silver cup Is it clever Cuz I feel better Every time I try to make a move I end up on the ground But I don't share that part of me with anyone around no Wish I had another me to help me breathe more easily What I feel gets way to real When I'm alone And if my fears are getting near I go out Again I find myself in the middle Using company as a pillow In the quiet I'm insane Need a crowded place Let go Wanna numb my pain just a little Using company as a pillow And I'm shutting off my mind just to feel ok Let go Let go, let go, let go Let go, let go, let go Let go, let go, let go Let go, let go, let go Let go, let go, let go Let go, let go, let go Let go, let go, let go Let go, let go, let go