I cant sleep because my blanket is destroyed

I pulled the blanket up and felt a tear again Stuff on my pillowcase snowing from the scene The edge is hanging loose like it got in a fight I keep folding it in but it won't stay right Now the room won't settle down Now my chest won't settle down Every thread is talking back Every shred comes back My blankets gone my blankets gone How do I sleep like this My blankets gone my blankets gone and l feel every little missing bell Like it's gone This buzz on the carpet and a cold strip by my knee I tried turning over but the gap won't leave I fixed it with a pen and I heard it rip now I lie here wide awake in a half made pit house house Now the room won't settle down Now my chest won't settle down Every thread is talking back Every shred comes back My blanket's gone my blanket's gone How do I sleep like this My blanket's gone my blanket's gone and l feel every little missing bell The black is gone If you were still whole I'd pull you to my chin I'd let the quiet come And let the dark sink in But you're all open seams And I'm all nerves tonight So I keep chasing warmth With a tear cut right My blankets gone my blankets gone How do I sleep like this My blankets gone my blankets gone And I feel every little missing bed My blankets gone my blankets gone Come back and cover me My blankets gone my blankets gone I can't sleep until you let me be Yeah