Is That Really Her?

Lyrics: Helen Tian Music: Helen Tian Arranger: bonnierogerr "Oh hey! Good morning!" "Didn't expect to run into you again...um..." "You doin' good? Hmmm eh eh (Are you ready for it?) "Baby, no promises." What the fk does that mean? This ain't the time to jump ship Cried out my eyeballs when I found this in my diary: "Never eat where you shit" (Just take your own advice, girl) If only they knew everything I've been through I know they're already talking Oh, right, you "appreciate" me now, what is that worth? Think I heard one of your friends say the other night Is that really… her? Hell yeah, it is! Why doesn't she look hurt? She's keepin' it in! Don't you feed me that "Harry Met Sally" bullshit. "There's no spark. I'll never love you." Seconds after your tongue went down my throat It only lasted a month, and I started to systematically question everything about myself But it was my first time, And what, your ninth? (oh my god) You take up so much space With Hunter & Zack & Kory It must feel amazing Ok, I'm still getting used to being treated like oxygen (You) used to suck the air out of me, now you just suck! Is that really… her? Hell yeah it is Why doesn't she look hurt Wait, did she dump him? Don't you feed me that "Harry Met Sally" bullshit "There's no spark. I'll never love you." Guess you're all set to run back to your ex Is that really her? Hell yeah it is! I kind of look like her! (Just not submissive)) Thought this would be my turn ("Did I ask for too much?") Were you even over her???!!! I still wanna text & call & show up at your door (knock knock) Say what I really wanna say-ay-ay I've got issues, and I know that you don't care at all But my pride's still here, and I'm afraid… ...that if I open up and tell you everything I feel The guilt I carried, how I suffocated in my room And how I'd cope by eating trash and smoking cigarettes You'll think you made the right choice and think of me even less. Is that really her? Why doesn't she look hurt? (Wait a second) Lost my voice and my spine It's still gonna take some time Let's start by silencing the suicidal thoughts in my mind, huh? Is that really her? Hell yeah it is! Why doesn't she look hurt? (not anymore!!!) I hereby forfeit my right to be cool and collected And stay this hypersensitive, de-lu-sional bitch It's either this or stabbing you in your sleep. Goodnight!