Lyrics: Kayla Murphy
Music: Kayla Murphy
This is new to me
Anything that you said you would do for me
Every mountain you said you would move for me
You did
You did
And I'm afraid that I'll never get used to this
Cause I'm afraid that I'm gonna get used again
Every time I open up to let you in
It hits
It hits
So what if I let you in and you hurt me?
What if this thing that we have isn't worth it?
What if I believe when you say you'll stay forever
And then you go desert me
What ifs
My head is full of what ifs
So could you come and change this
My head is full of what ifs
What if
Yeah it's true, you see
Though every time I needed you, you flew to me
And when I wanted shade you were the only tree
I hid
I hid
Cause I really don't know if I can share my heart
I don't even know if I can bear this part
Cause You can turn the key but if it doesn't start
It's dead
It's dead
What if I try loving you and it don't work
What if I give you my soul but it still hurts
What if I believe when you say you'll stay forever
But I'm the one who runs away
What if I read you wrong
And I pay
Cause everybody makes mistakes
So they say
But I am not the one to forgive myself
I must make it so I never live this down
I can't even tell you why it has to be
Maybe itβs that there is something wrong with me
I always assumed that you belong with me
But I have never really been that confident
So what if think too much and I wreck this
What if I spread these doubts and can't end them
What if I believe when you say you'll stay
But then I don't and
There's nothing that you can say