New Year

Lyrics: Starship 92 I didn't wanna start-a school year without you, For the first time All my hurt just wanna surface at the worst times I never wanted to be what I believed you saw in me And I felt honestly that faith was hard to keep It hurt mine You've been deeper and deeper beside a sleeper The promise keeper's drifting I can't remember him sifting Through, you Got out free, too But you can see me shifting It's true I don't wanna get stuck singing the blues, but New Year I have new fears But I'm getting myself Better and better, as I'm leaving the letter behind I'm scared, to think That God's plan is still written in Ink I start to ramble, fumble, numb On the brink of where you're from In sync My gum dissolves The hum evolves I blink Mom, we're all afraid You heard that? I'm scared It's been wearing me down, but I'm up, and I'm there I carry the sound, with the snare, and yet I'm ensnared Wish I could be where? Wherever it isn't, we're wishing nobody's in the air, please know that You remember who we are You're the one that's meant to be good And I'm destined to come out scarred And misunderstood The Infinity between the stars That never withstood As time passed we faded, but I was gone forever I was gone since whoever dissevered  I- Simply endeavored just to maybe make it through to December Remember however that I never said I could make it through cold weather Inhale and exhale I want, I need to remember this To the world I burn, I send a kiss This ain't a night I'd dare to miss And it's almost one I'm in one of my highs Anticipation of one of my lows It's nigh But night time, I could sleep it off Not say goodbye No, that would never fly With karma we, we die I'm lost in the chemical type Down's inevitable right Slight difference in thinking I'm sorry, that you're along for the rideI didn't wanna start-a school year without you, For the first time All my hurt just wanna surface at the worst times I never wanted to be what I believed you saw in me And I felt honestly that faith was hard to keep It hurt mine You've been deeper and deeper beside a sleeper The promise keeper's drifting I can't remember him sifting Through, you Got out free, too But you can see me shifting It's true I don't wanna get stuck singing the blues, but New Year I have new fears But I'm getting myself Better and better, as I'm leaving the letter behind I'm scared, to think That God's plan is still written in Ink I start to ramble, fumble, numb On the brink of where you're from In sync My gum dissolves The hum evolves I blink Mom, we're all afraid You heard that? I'm scared It's been wearing me down, but I'm up, and I'm there I carry the sound, with the snare, and yet I'm ensnared Wish I could be where? Wherever it isn't, we're wishing nobody's in the air, please know that You remember who we are You're the one that's meant to be good And I'm destined to come out scarred And misunderstood The Infinity between the stars That never withstood As time passed we faded, but I was gone forever I was gone since whoever dissevered  I- Simply endeavored just to maybe make it through to December Remember however that I never said I could make it through cold weather Inhale and exhale I want, I need to remember this To the world I burn, I send a kiss This ain't a night I'd dare to miss And it's almost one I'm in one of my highs Anticipation of one of my lows It's nigh But night time, I could sleep it off Not say goodbye No, that would never fly With karma we, we die I'm lost in the chemical type Down's inevitable right Slight difference in thinking I'm sorry, that you're along for the ride