Lyrics: Milo Poniewozik
Music: Milo Poniewozik
I didn't know you were recording
Could you send it to me after
I'll delete it in the morning
(It's k-k-k-k-killing me)
It's coz i was overthinking
And afraid of what id let slip
If i didn't keep on drinking
The thing about me is
I'm not above begging
I'm not above caps
My friends say I'm pathetic
I wear it like a badge
I don't think they get it
Get how I'm down bad
Too bad I've never said it
Too bad i know better, yeah
I don't have time for the slow burn
Can't we just skip to the part where you leave
I'm picking up signs coz i don't learn
It's killing me, it's k-k-k-k-killing me
I don't have time for the heartbreak
I already know that I'm ending up last
So can't we get it over with
I'm telling you my only wish
That you were killing me faster
When you laugh it's like a headshot
Mom get the camera!
Dig my own grave, hit the bedrock
(It's k-k-k-k-killing me)
Bump my shoulder and I'm out cold
I'm a #easytarget
Need some distance, maybe the south pole
The thing about me is
I think i really like you
I wish i didn't but i like you
I'm not above begging
I'm not above caps
My friends say I'm pathetic
I wear it like a badge
I don't think they get it
Get how I'm down bad
Too bad I've never said it
Too bad i know better, yeah
I don't have time for the slow burn
Can't we just skip to the part where you leave
I'm picking up signs coz i don't learn
It's killing me, it's k-k-k-k-killing me
I don't have time for the heartbreak
I already know that I'm ending up last
So can't we get it over with
I'm telling you my only wish
That you were killing me faster
...
Did Gatsby wish he was above it
While chasing another man's wife?
Or did the green of the Daisy he coveted
Paint over everything else in his life?
If desire's a sin, then I'll hold back
Or else meet the Buchanans in hell
After all,
What can you control
If not yourself?
What can you control
If not yourself?
What can you control
If not yourself?
What can you control
If not yourself?
What can you control