drunk song (explicit)

Lyrics: Calhoun Music: Calhoun Arranger: Calhoun I'm falling the water made me sink I've lost all my feelings wake me up I can never play that song too much I f**ked up I f**ked up all my relationships I wrote the song and tried to fix this That didn't work knife cut my broken nails It was bleeding with no one around to notice It dyed my shirt into rubbish with my mind stuck in memories when i found all the signs appearing i cried like a baby on the street wandering around with a bottle of whisky and drank it like a lemonade i shouldn't get drunk i unabled to get drunk the people gathered around you got more and more but mine are long gone what do i say how can i regret all the choices i made the figure woke up finding himeself lost in the dark the car's horning laughed at him it's all in his head how could it be possible to be abandoned by the whole world i was more sober than i actually was what's left on paper were stupid mumbers tell me what's this song actually worth it's hurting all things go and all my friends miss i fall asleep so easily i'm not sleepy i just need some time to black out to be happy my hollow smile had no mirth in it i was all alone and couldn't spill a single drop of tear left a boy there scream for nothing each day i wish someone would call my name but i have been far away that's not my fault just too emotional and insane people changed and i might not be as thrilled as the same but i am still your babe why is this happening the distance shouldn't be the gap between hearts it's time for me to run the f**king school locked me up i regret all the shit s i shouldn't ask we are not a good match i should have thought of that the greatest part of story has passed i am seized by the endless pain the sorrow the grief all the sort of sadness you can imagine i need you i need you i need all of you i need you i want you to stay by my side and say nighty-night i miss all the old days when we were together i need you i need you i need all of you i need you i want you to stay by my side and say nighty-night i miss all the old days when we were together
i'm sorry i'm just too drunk and that were some shit s i've just made up