Music: Anji Greenwood/Antonia Hickey/Jasmine Cannon/Kate McGuire
are we having any fun yet
scream into a my ear
make me forget
capsule of regret
I can't digest
cough it up
no reflex
are we done talking it gets repetitive
my heart is too big
my throat doesn't stretch
hold me in your hands
and when I take a breath
the clench of your fists
personal sedative
heaven knows
what is real
I'm underneath
and I can't feel
my head but I will tomorrow
keep it buried deep down swallow
are we done with
all this silence
can I sleep in your bed
don't want to take up space
at least I'll get some rest
my eyes overspill
to water dead flowers
shower me with guilt
why don't you just talk to me
why don't you run to me
why aren't you real to me
why do you bury me
why can't you swallow me