Lyrics: Zola Nafia Williams
Music: Zola Nafia Williams
Lose lose lose my ****ing mind
Win win win until I die
They're not like the other guys
You can't tell from your disguise
Lose lose losing so much time
As a year just passes by
I can't live another lie
So I'll win win win til I'm compromised
Paranoia fills my brain
I wanna push them all away
There's nothing I can do but wait and let my heart decay
**** the world and **** this screen
I wanna make my insides bleed
But a knife in my chest won't fix the issues in this galaxy
Baby I suffer inside
Nature makes me feel alive
Poison makes me wanna die
And all that poison's online
I don't want a poisoned mind
It's feeding everyone lies
I'll let the pain out by painting all of these red and blue lines
Lose feel like a loser
My heart! I loved her!
I understand every side but this is mental torture
Win I'm ****in winning
Even in between decisions
It's just a matter of time before we know It's working