Lyrics: Jonique Tan
Music: Jonique Tan/Suherman Bin Suherwan
I feel their words weighing on my feet
When the sky turns rain to snow
It keeps me grounded
Cause I can’t live without it
I hear a voice everytime I sleep
“Is this all that’s left to show?”
I hope that I’m still growing
Just for a moment
Does it come with age?
I feel my voice decay
Where I’m bound to the ground
Nothing starts to change , yeah
Stepping in the snow, feel the cold
Feel the time then I feel old
Then I hate
Count the days, where I’ve wasted away
Now there’s fragments of frozen disdain
For the life that I wanted for me
For me , for me
I’m sorry, to the child in me, but I’m suffering
Try my best, but I know it’s exhausting
Hard to say,
But I’m insecure in the worst way
I’m sorry, gotta try to sleep, but I’m worried
Will I ever be more than worthy
Hard to say,
But I’m insecure in the worst way
Is this all that’s left for me? (to be)
Is this all that’s left of me?
Is there someone out there who knows?
Why I can’t just let this go
Stuck here in the snow
(Instrumental)
I’m sorry, to the child in me, but I’m suffering
Try my best, but I know it’s exhausting
Hard to say,
But I’m insecure in the worst way
I’m sorry, gotta try to sleep, but I’m worried
Will I ever be more than worthy
Hard to say,
But I’m insecure in the worst way