Lyrics: Weinman Sergey Music: Weinman Sergey I\'m so tired (I am so tired) of trying My eyes tried from crying I don\'t know (I don\'t know) Why should I be happy to be alive Every step and every breath I\'m taking I feel like there\'s rules I\'m breaking All I love and everyone I know Left me alone But I am trying to feel anything Singing out And bring something that I can bring To your life but I feel pain with every breath I take Want to feel that emotions I fake Want to find my reason to live my life But I can not La la la la lalala la la La la la la lalala la la La la la la lalala la la Dead forever On the graveyard I feel like gravestone All my freands are dead and gone Nevermind here I created song You all will sing along Everyone who I\'m singing to Dead or dying perfect blue Are we alone or we think so You do not know And all we left with is to Sing along I feel pain with every breath I take Want to feel that emotions I fake Want to find my reason to live my life But I can not La la la la lalala la la La la la la lalala la la La la la la lalala la la Dead forever I\'m so tired (I am so tired) of trying My eyes tried from crying I don\'t know (I don\'t know) Why should I be happy to be alive Every step and every breath I\'m taking I feel like there\'s rules I\'m breaking All I love and everyone I know Left me alone