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Lyrics: tinmar Music: tinmar Arranger: tinmar My recent state is like taking drugs. Sometimes laugh, sometimes cry like taking drugs. Sometimes love me sometimes hate me like drama. The fluctuating emotions are like a drama. People control my life, my mind, and describe me as a devil. Am I as bad as you say? maybe. Sometimes they see me as an enemy. I want to cut off all of this. They told me that this bond is called family. I don't want to go back to that night. I hurt myself just to prove that I'm alive. What turned me into this? Maybe the time, Maybe the mind. No one ever told me Tin did a great job this time. Everyone told me I need to do better next time. Look at that guy how successful in his life. They think I'm a natural supporting role. I want to be their model role. No one cares about my feelings. No one cares about my wording. It tastes like Dirty Matini. Maybe I sick for a week. I hate those bitches and pretend to be friendly with them. You always think you are the best, I second. These things have been planned by me for a long time, not by accident. It's like Trump was assassinated not by accident. I tattooed my faith on my back. Put on the mask like Jack. As they said I was bad. Like scumbag motherfcker god damn. I'm addicted to games like I've been taking drugs. I'm so greedy that it's like taking drugs. I'm afraid of communication. It's like taking drugs. I doubt whether I am kind or not. If not, please God just give me a shot. I was praying in the church like a dog. Its no more mystery，no more. I swear to God to be his envoy. I will show my sincerity to offer my voice. I want to join in HADJ, even die on the road. Maybe hard, maybe cold. I won't stop walking until I achieve my goal. I'm addicted to games like I've been taking drugs. I'm so greedy that it's like taking drugs. I'm afraid of communication. It's like taking drugs.