Not At All

Lyrics: Shooting Music: Shooting Arranger: 梁千One Another midnight call Your name lights up my phone I tell myself I'm over it Not at all I said I'm doing better now Got used to sleeping on my own Stopped driving by your neighborhood Stopped waiting for you to come home I laugh when people ask about you Like nothing ever went wrong I wear a smile so naturally You'd think I've already moved on But every little thing Still pulls me back somehow And every time they speak your name I feel it now Not at all I'm not still missing you Not at all That's what I'm telling everyone Not at all I don't replay the things we said Or wonder where you are instead Not at all Not at all That's the lie I tell myself Your coffee shop is still downtown Your favorite song still comes around I never change the station now At least that's what I say out loud I've met some people since you left Heard stories I was meant to hear But every road that leads away Somehow still brings you near Maybe healing isn't straight Maybe time can't do it all Maybe some goodbyes survive Long after the fall Not at all I'm not still waiting by the door Not at all I don't count what we had before Not at all I don't compare them all to you Or search for pieces shining through Not at all Not at all That's the lie I tell myself If I saw you tonight Would I look away Would I walk right by With nothing left to say If I heard your voice Would it still feel the same After all this time After all this pain Not at all I'm not still holding on somehow Not at all I'm not still wishing for us now Not at all I don't keep memories on the shelf I don't talk about you to myself Not at all Not at all Not at all That's the lie I tell myself Another midnight call Your name lights up my phone I stare at it a while Then let it go Not at all... Not at all... Not at all...