Raindrops on the window…
Somewhere between a heartbeat and a goodbye… Let it loop.
I'm still the same, just a little more quiet
Still hate the rain, butI've learned to keep quiet
Stubborn at the core, never learned to fold the map
I know the truth, but Ican't take it back
Spent my youth on a loud exhaust pipe dream
Thought money could buy what I already had, it seems
I still wanna drive you'round, no destination in sight
But me without you?That's a broken satellite.
Valentine with no lover
Camera but no shutter
A desk lamp thatwon't flicker
That's me without you, just a bitter tune hummed slower
Like a sentence with no space to breathe
YouTube with no playlist up its sleeve
A chapter full of pages that are blank
Me without you— theriver's missing its bank.
Idon't wanna live without you—that's a lie I tell the dawn
Idon't wanna be alone, butsolitude's already drawn
Every curve of your silhouette, every angle of your laugh
If we could rewind the reel, would you walk the other half?
I've been through the crash, the slow burn, the repeat
Can't retrace those steps, my soles forgot the heat
Pride on the floor, you took everything but the grief
NowI'm talking to the moon like it owes me relief
My friends say" stand up"—I'm already on my feet
Just not in the direction where your shadow and mine meet.
Valentine with no lover
Camera but no shutter
A desk lamp thatwon't flicker
That's me without you, just the silence getting thicker
A sentence with no space to breathe
YouTube with no playlist left to weave
A chapter with no pages to turn blue
Me without you— learning what the word" without" means too.
I deleted my Instagram, not because I hate the light
But because every post of yours looked better in my memory at night
I killed a bottle, then I killed the need to call
Losing you was like losing my voice— but I found another song after all
Not for my fans, not for the followers in my phone
Just for the part of me that learned to walk back home… alone.