Lyrics: BumpThePanda/小破影子
Music: BumpThePanda
Arranger: Ounce_X
omg i really hate myself
feel no luv i cant be myslef
DURG i do it for dream
they said that like a devil but i ate like cream
all my day so murky in my imaginetion
they all regard me like a competition
no vacation for the audience ' s attention
but never for my mum a conversation
all night long i been think my back
all that wrong i cant fix so tired
so break so inferiority it's fxxkin reality
i never hope that shit can be fxxkin reality
and i
feel fxxkin sad inside me
where the place i
can rest my mind imma tried
so fxxkin tried
so fxxkin tried
so fxxkin tried
omg i really hate myself
feel no luv i cant be myslef
DURG i do it for dream
they said that like a devil but i ate like cream
all my day so murky in my imaginetion
they all regard me like a competition
伤口还是会疼 让我抓住每分钟
我都抓不住 泪 我都麻了木
自从恋爱后我再没写过emo
除了她和现实 没什么可低头
可我曾经犯过的
上帝不让我金盆洗手
问我真的爱过吗
我说我在考虑以后
摧毁过的还没找回呢 手段你们还有吗
不配拥有过 可她说她会在这的
可我在哪呢 思念快把我打败了
看不到还有什么值得我在乎的
想要毁掉一切 全都 let it go
走过太多季节 怎么带着走
还在写着这些 流水 sad flow
最后都会变成trash
包括送给她的rose
又翻过了一夜 还没let it go
怎么才能终结 这场怪的 show
总太注意细节 灵魂被带着走
直到走进冰天雪地
实在是cold
想要毁掉一切 全都 let it go
走过太多季节 怎么带着走
还在写着这些 流水 sad flow
最后都会变成trash
包括送给她的rose
又翻过了一夜 还没let it go
怎么才能终结 这场怪的 show
总太注意细节 灵魂被带着走
只能追随她的脚步
直到彻底白了头