Lyrics: Abigale Tryner
Music: Abigale Tryner
leave me to drown
then pull me up before it goes black
oh how can i love someone like that?
treat me like a doll
don’t you own me?
dress me up, dress me down but you’ll never know me
you want the white
i want the red
you want a wife
but i want you dead
and i know
my heart should be full
but baby i feel so empty
like im not acting the way im meant to be
and lately
i know
you should be my safety
but i feel glass, like im a shell and that you’re gonna break me
down
you say that you,
you’d stop living too
if i
ever chose to stop loving you
tell how wrong you think that is,
what you’re putting my heart through
and you
buy my silence with whatever (you buy my silence)
in the hopes that my head will (in the hopes that i will)
stop telling my body just what’s going on
because not wanting you to touch me is wrong
and i know
my heart should be full
but baby i feel so empty
like im not acting the way im meant to be
and lately
i know
you should be my safety
but i feel like glass, like im a shell and that you’re gonna break me
down
i feel like a joke
but maybe you’re the punchline
what can i do when you’ll keep using your heart
to break mine
it’s only a matter of time
so ill put on a show
cos who will love me if you don’t?
this doll will never find better
god you’ll make sure you never let her
this doll will never find better
god you’ll make sure you never let her
this doll will never find better
god you’ll make sure you never let her
this doll will never find better
god you’ll make sure you never let her
(who will love me if you don’t, if you don’t, if you don’t?)
and i know
my heart should be full
but baby i feel so empty
who will love me if you don’t, if you don’t, if you don’t?