Lyrics: Vivian Graves
It's all so grey
When did it all fade
Was it ever even there
At all from the start?
(breathe...)
It's fallen away
Was I ever this afraid?
Why am I even scared
If I don't have a heart?
(breathe...)
If I'm this out of touch
Why does it hurt so much?
I'm falling back into the floor
To find what I'm not searching for
Do my own eyes decieve me?
Or am I now seeing clearly?
What do I believe in anymore
Suspending my belief is not what I've asked for
To leave me clueless was a gift that much I'm sure
Was this my only purpose?
To be your obstacle?
Is my life truly worthless?
Was this all optical?
Now I'm connecting the dots
And I've unraveled the knots that kept me safe from a life of emptiness
Now I'm lost in my thoughts
Still don't know who calls the shots
But I can see that It's clearly not me
It's all a lie
Why should I even try
If I'm just an A.I.
Tryna play the bad guy
I'm only worth bout as much as this role that I've been given
I'm just playing my part in this life that I'm not living
I'm falling back into the floor
To find what I'm not searching for
Do my own eyes decieve me?
Or am I now seeing clearly?
What do I believe in anymore
Suspending my belief is not what I've asked for
To leave me clueless was a gift that much I'm sure
but if i made it worth it
then maybe I'm not worthless
if you can win this game
maybe my life won't be in vain..