Music: Jacob Caldera
Ohh I need time I need time to escape from my mind
Ohh oh I don't know why when I feel this way
All the time
New year same deprresion it ain't left
It'll probably be here until I take my last breath
Anxiety walks beside of my every step
Threw my mental health and riches is what I kept
Cause i lost myself with alcohol and these hoes
I have a lot of problems that nobody even knows
I walk through the crowd with my heart and a smile
Knowing that I ain't felt a real one in a such while
But **** it hope all this pain is worth it
Made too many mistakes and I know I ain't perfect
But now adays it seems like I am so stressed
To impress a couple people that already went and left
I need someone who really understands
Or I just need someone who try's to understand
Ohh I need someone who really understands
Or I just need someone who try's to understand
Ohh I need time I need time to escape from my mind
Ohh oh I don't know why when I feel this way
All the time
I need an escape from this reality
Cause I don't even know what's real
The only thing that I'm certain of is the fact that I've been hurting for a while
And it's gonna take some time to heal
I need to be alone
And gather my thoughts
I'm making sense of it all as I walk
Down a lonely road
Isolated with just me
It's a spitting image of mind the irony
Is too surreal
Can't comprehend how i feel
I'm wishing there was a way I could go to God and appeal
The way
That he made me
Was supposed to be in his image
But I wonder if he ever imagined that I'd be finished
With life
Before I even turned nineteen
I start to question if anyone in the world's like me
Just tryna make it out alive
From the terror in their mind
And just hoping one day that they could that they're fine
Without it being a lie
Or is
That just me?
Ohh I need time I need time to escape from my mind
Ohh oh I don't know why when I feel this way
All the time