Lyrics: Aidan Sauerhoff
Music: Aidan Sauerhoff/Fotis Mylonas
Life is turbulent
I fly though all the shame
Chugging hazy IPA’s before the plane
****ing dazing off
I’m only sort-of faded
Lucky that I made it 2 more years
I might get through 2 more if we don’t run into any direct collisions
Purple flower my prescription
Pulled apart and packed
I light it up ‘till I see apparitions
Hacking up a lung & wheezing like a bitch
Nocturnal living
See the sun shine in and get absurdly pissed
It ripped me from a dream that I’m just gon’ forget
My lack of confidence grows hand in hand with my supply of rage
It’s like the Gaelic definition of my name
I feed the flames and let ‘em raise
They race away and get evasive
Put their arms over their face
And that’s if they aren’t immediately erased
Young starvation flaking out because escapism is calling
Dissociate through all my days
I might float right through the wall
And now the presence in the air will always follow
Falling into space
The cosmic wind will take us by tomorrow
Tell ‘em we send our regards!
Wendi wanna go with the wind
When winter hits I’ll weather everything it sends
Grim or not, I’m steady trekking to the end
When I left, I sat in the car and then I wept ‘till I was red
I wrote my life out with that pen, but I meant so much more
The words I said are nothing compared to the feelings I get when we’re face to face
Below the floor
I sunk in and faded
I still haven’t found a way up to this day
The friction of life got me frayed
Flayed out and I fly in the haze
I get it, but only today
Tomorrow the thought will decay
I’m back at square one with the pain
It’s going great
How much more can Aidan take
Reclusive traits I embody
Trying to fight the pain without losing more blood from my body
Broken up inside
The fractures spread until I am falling
Hoping I can find you back on earth
Your voice keeps calling
Now you’re always calling