Lyrics: Ed Barrios/Pierre Thevenot Music: Ed Barrios/Pierre Thevenot Who knows if I even loved you then 'Cause I don't really think I love myself To never really know what happens next, I can’t Wonder if there even is a light And do you wanna throw me away, 'cause I don’t mind To never begin, I won’t lie When there’s a time at the end to reach And I don't know how Where everything is supposed to be But I can show I can change, I can change to be whatever you want And through all the uncertainty, I've found I’ve not grown Who knows if I care if it’s up to me 'Cause I don’t even think that I would try And if it really matters that I show my face I wonder if it’s even worth the time 'Cause you’re just wasting your time, I feel To keep you at a distance For honesty is to remember So just please trust in me Lie to me so I believe that I can be happy 'Cause I just wanna feel that I know that this is worth it And do you wanna throw me away, 'cause I don’t mind To never begin, I won’t lie When there’s a time at the end to reach And I don't know how Where everything is supposed to be But I can show And I can change, I can change to be whatever you want And through all the uncertainty, I've found I’ve not grown