It's been a while but here I am
Back in the same town
Different bed same ache
I still wonder
If you're still drowning
Different time same pain
And if you are
I wish you'd reach out
But I know you won't
You're too proud
But if I could call you
I would tell you honestly
I've been missing you and me lately
If I could call you
It'd take all my strength not to beg
For one more chance at those last days
If I could call you
I'd tell you oh so many things
I'm well aware
That I'm the last God-forsaken person
You'd ever speak to right now
But you should know
You cross my mind way too damn often
It does me no good at all
I've found
But if I could call you
I would tell you honestly
I've been missing you and me lately
And if I could call you
It'd take all my strength not to beg
For one more chance at those last days
If I could call you
I'd tell you oh so many things
I'd tell you I'm sorry
That it was only time stood in our way
I'd tell you that I choked
Can't play the songs we wrote
Cause losing you changed my damn DNA
I'd tell you that I moved on
Always knew I would
But it still burns just the same
I'd tell you I forgive you
Hope you forgive me too
It all came down to shared blame
Oh if I could call you
So many things I would say
If I could call you
I would tell you honestly
I've been missing you and me lately
If I could call you
It'd take all my strength not to beg
For one more chance at those last days
If I could call you
I'd tell you oh so many things