Lyrics: Lenii/Adrian Lyles/Sissy Smith
Music: Lenii/Adrian Lyles/Sissy Smith
I'm probably gonna lose my mind
Right before they save me
Fall down, lose hope, glass house, throw stones
Small crowd and they watch me while I'm breaking
Right before they save me
Right before they save me
I'm probably gonna lose my friends
Right before they hate me
Ghost town, no calls, no sound
They'll all bow out when they getting sick of chasing
Right before they hate me
Right before I hatе me
How long do I have to wait around for
Everyonе to laugh and say that now
I’m better than they thought
Better than they thought
Better than they thought
How long do I have to spill my soul
Before I finally stop
And say I'm better than I thought
Better than I thought
What if I'm not
They say you're so mature
Ahead of your time
But I haven't really changed
And I'm falling behind
I don't wanna grow up (Grow up)
I just wanna be grown
They say you're so mature
Ahead of the rest
But what if back then
Is as good as I get
I don't wanna find out (Find out)
Oh, I just wanna know
I just wanna know
How long do I have to wait around
For everyone to laugh and say that now
I'm better than they thought (Oh, oh)
Better than they thought (Oh, oh, oh)
Better than they thought (Oh, oh)
How long do I have to spill my soul (Soul)
Before I finally stop (Oh, oh, oh)
And say I’m better than I thought
What if I'm not (Hey, hey, hey)
What if I'm not (Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey)
I don't wanna find out, I just wanna know
Told my mom I'd be Gambino before 25
Baby, I'm moving too slow, Liv was 17
Not the king of music, need to be the king of everything
I'm playing too much Fike and too much Tyler
Now my songs are never cool enough
I don't think I ever do enough, who am I?
Supposed to call when nobody's at my show
'Cause I lost all of my friends cause I left em all at home
I don't think I'm built for this
I’m not built to grow
I don't wanna find out
I just wanna know