Lyrics: Hannah Wood, Abbe Martin
I was so obsessed
I judged my worth on your intent
I used to wait for days
Be my best for you to turn up just in case
With this borderline,
I’d be hanging on to every time
That you would choose to bring me up
Before you paralysed my love
Till I’m weak, a malleable and torn down old creep- i question every word you speak.. oh how they terrorise my peace...
Oh but tell me, do they mean to burn so eloquently, do they mean to dig so hard so deep, to come and haunt me in my sleep
Don’t turn up.in my memory
Leave alone my sacred dreams
That turn nightmares, while i lie there, playing out your sorry scene
Remorseful eyes that fooled someone like me
With this critical mind
I can understand this fall behind
I can see how much I come undone
And how i long to turn and run
When i am paralysed
voices i once fought control these lines
Read am tethered to your hook
With all the confidence they took
Till I’m scared, a incompleted, second string and impaired
i trip up every dig you spared.. oh how you dug them everywhere
Oh but tell me, do they mean to burn so eloquently, do they mean to burn so hard so deep, to come and haunt me in my sleep
don’t turn up in my memory,
Don’t turn up in my sacred dreams
That turn nightmares, while i lie there, playing out your sorry scene
Remorseful eyes that fooled someone like me
used to feel guilty for the pain
used to enrol in all the shame
used to jump straight up to demand
used to ask how high for your hand
now I am free from your grasp
finally pushed you in the past
No longer pull me to my knees
Crying for dear life that I'm free
Now its rare I come across you
Just when I think that i have lost you
Turn up in dreams just to haunt me at night
there with those sad eyes so desperate
Making me ask every question
So i can no longer understand why
had no choice but to leave you
When you had made me turn see through
I was a shadow of what was once me
You put out my light with your darkness
Covered up anger with your Laugher
Till I was no longer able to see
You used to blame it on me
But now I’ve said it; you seem
To be disappearing
From all of my dreams