The pink on my walls is starting to fade
You kissed my forehead but your eyes looked away
Got your hoodie on, but I still feel cold
Everybody thinks this is the best story told
I laugh at your jokes, I play the right part
But there's an echo in the hollow of my heart
And I don't know why I'm crying in the bathroom light
When you said "I love you" and you actually meant it tonight
Am I broken, or is this just what it's like?
'Cause you seem pretty sad for a girl so in love
Got a diamond on my finger but I'm looking for the cut
We're dancing in the kitchen and I'm thinking way too much
Like why do I feel lonely when I'm never giving up?
Yeah, you seem pretty sad for a girl so in love
And I don't know if it's you, or if I'm just not enough
My friends say "he's perfect, what more could you want?"
But perfect doesn't stop the 3 AM haunt
I built you a pedestal, you didn't even ask
Now I'm scared that loving you is just another mask
I check your location, I read all her texts
I'm the girl who has everything but nothing connects
And I hate that I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop
'Cause every fairytale I know eventually stops
So why can't I just feel what I've got?
'Cause you seem pretty sad for a girl so in love
Got a diamond on my finger but I'm looking for the cut
We're dancing in the kitchen and I'm thinking way too much
Like why do I feel lonely when I'm never giving up?
Yeah, you seem pretty sad for a girl so in love
And I don't know if it's you, or if I'm just not enough
Maybe I'm addicted to the ache
Maybe I don't know myself without a heart to break
You gave me everything I said I always wanted
So why do I feel haunted?
Is it you or is it me?
Am I scared of being happy, scared of being free?
And you're still holding my hand
And I'm still playing pretend
But you seem pretty sad for a girl so in love...
...maybe that's just who I am