Music: Lesego Kadiaka/Karabo O. Diseko
Got no clue what God's plan
Is but I'm still searching
Really hurting
My love for you been lurking
Stalking my every move
Running through my mind
Like you got track shoes
Grateful for the time
That we can still spend
I been hoping that its leading us
To different ends
Than where we once was
Fearful coz I'm not really sure
When it's going to end
So even through
The pain I still pretend
I pretend it's cool to hear
About them other guys
And for a second I'm hoping
That you see through those lies
But then I still suppress it
Keep me from shooting my shot
I hope you get mah message
After we linked it
Caused a chain reaction
Did everything we used
To do and did it all with passion
Breathing life right back
Into what we once had
Succumbing to this love
Never been bad
I understand that we said
We should start with friendship
I understand that we said
We should start with Investing effort
I understand but ain't no where
That I can I stand and say I'm over you
Wasn't over you then how could I be now
I'm really sorry that I held back
Maybe if I didnt then you'd still be here
I was driven by fear
Thought if I spoke
I push you elsewhere
Should have made
My love for you real clear
Your Causes of departure
Really unclear
Now Talking fom a point
I never thought I'd be speaking from
I hope you understand
Where I'm coming from
I'm hurt and I'm angry
All this acting should
Have won me a Oscar
An understatement if
I said that I be missing you badly
They say losses are just
Lessons coz an L subjective
You Did your best to not
Deviate
From a set objective
But the world kept on ****ing w
Ith your effort invested
So this are two Big L's
Lost a real one
And I learnt more than alot
Thought I knew love until
I met you I stand corrected
Can't shake the fact
That im feeling
Like all this shiit unfair
You and I the perfect pair
Wishing the test we got
Wasnt just a scare
Kids we spoke about
All the names that we done
Brought about,our baby
Would've kept you here
Sparkling eyes kak stout
With soft and bushy hair
Our little bossiekop
I Miss you gang
But this ain't pyru
Wish you were still here
So I'd say I do