Lyrics: swell
Music: swell
Nothing but a fake again…again
Newly learned words in my head
Abandoned emotions left behind
The echoes never fade
Scattering hollow smiles around
Trying to blend into the crowd
Holding my breath to disappear
Barely surviving day by day
Blocking out the painful noise
Searching for a place to stay
Broken pieces of myself keep running away
Unable to feel joy nor pain anymore
The masterpiece with empty words again
Drowning deep inside my lies alone
Where is heart at this moment ?
Where is heart at this moment ?
Nothing but a fake again…again
Who am I doing this for ?
Even kindness comes with a price buried inside my heart somehow
Nothing but a fake again…again
Selfish waves of sympathy
Maybe I'm addicted to this broken self I became
Where is heart at this moment ?
Nothing but a fake again…again
A patched-up sense of self
Without a single belief worth speaking of out loud this way
Nothing but a fake again…again
This flawed version of me
Maybe I'm addicted to this broken self I became
Maybe I'm addicted to this broken self I became