You told me
I'd never be
Anything
Anyway
Like you had
Any say
Of who I'd come to be
Yeah I'm a little discombobulated
Been feeling deflated
Feeling sedated
I hate it
But all things considered
Nah I'm still feeling trash
I pop a Zoloft and then I go ash
Another cigarette to regulate
I joke and call it meditating
Real empty in my cranium
From cells assassinated
I crash at 8am despite
The coffee I guzzled
And I just nuzzle into my daydreams
Disassociate
I just wanna be a better me
And I don't need you to tell me
What I am what I'm not
When I'll win When I'll flop
Really I just don't need you
I understand that you really wanna help
But what you really should do
Is shut the **** up
Buck up
Bluck uh Blah Kow
Shots fired I'm not sorry
You're just stuck up and how
Do you think you know
What's best for me
I get it
Stone cold liquored up addict
Most days not that attractive
Most days fill with the gin
But I redacted
To be fair I still cant say T
The alphabet backwards
You left me anyway
So you don't get a say
And besides you told me
That I wasn't gonna be anything
I just wanna be a better me
And I don't need you to tell me
What I am what I'm not
When I'll win When I'll flop
Really I just don't need you
I just wanna be a better me
And I don't need you to tell me
What I am what I'm not
When I'll win When I'll flop
Really I just don't need you
You told me
I'd never be
Anything
Anyway
Like you had
Any say
Of who I'd come to be
You told me
I'd never be
Never Never be
Like like like like you had
Any say
Of who I'd come to be
You told me
I'd never be
Never Never be
Like like like like you had
Any say
Of who I'd come to be