Lyrics: Jon Caryl
Music: Jon Caryl
I don't like to look at myself much
'Cause I see every flaw and cover up
And those who think they know me
Well they don't
'Cause they don't know that I feel so alone
And maybe then they'd reach out
And make sure I'm okay
And maybe then I could bear myself today
'Cause the weight's gettin' heavy on my shoulders
And the rest of my body's gettin' colder
They tell me "You'll understand when you're older"
But I'm gettin' older
And you're gettin' older
We're all gettin' older
And I don't know myself
I lose my hope with every single day
But smile when I'm with you so you think I'm okay
'Cause I thought that you'd reach out
And make sure I am okay
'Cause maybe then I could bear another day
'Cause the weight's gettin' heavy on my shoulders
And the rest of my body's getting' colder
They tell me "You'll understand when you're older"
But I'm gettin' older
And you're gettin' older
We're all gettin' older
And I don't know myself
And I don't know myself
And I don't know myself