Lyrics: Sara Beth
Music: Sara Beth
Why do I always do this?
I let myself fall when the writing’s bright red all over the walls.
I always go there when I say that I won’t
’Cause I’m terrified of dying alone.
Can’t get a grip, losing my mind,
Trying too hard, too much of the time.
And all this bullshit, I put it on myself,
Looking for heaven while I’m dancing through hell.
Going up in flames, but I lit the fire.
Got no one else to blame ’cause I ain’t a good liar.
I’m a professional at digging holes that I can’t crawl out of—
So enjoy the show.
Going up in flames, but I lit the fire.
Yeah, I lit the fire.
Every morning I wake up,
I hide all my lies behind the disguise of drugstore makeup,
And I’m trying so ****ing hard
To be the kind of person they want when I’m not.
Anxious, avoidant point of view—
Why blame me when I could blame you?
The more I do, the more I lose.
Classic
Going up in flames, but I lit the fire.
Got no one else to blame ’cause I ain’t a good liar.
I’m a professional at digging holes that I can’t crawl out of—
So enjoy the show.
Going up in flames, but I lit the fire.
Yeah, I lit the fire.
Going up in flames, but I lit the fire.
Wish I could pass the blame, but I ain’t a good liar.
I’m a professional at digging holes that I can’t crawl out of—
So enjoy the show.
Up in flames, but I lit the fire.
Yeah, I lit the fire.