Lyrics: Ozz Gold/Chandler Leighton/Brennan Loney
Music: Ozz Gold/Chandler Leighton/Brennan Loney
Shadows in the back of my mind
Following me like a symphony in the night
And the silent sounds of tryna find the light
Staying on the path but it's through some blurry eyes
Old enough I hope it's in the dark
Can somebody tell me why I feel so worlds apart?
Can anybody tell me what my chances are to chip
Before the ice that's so frozen on my heart?
Everything about my life was taught to me by my darkness
I had to learn it all on my own
It's what it takes to be an artist
The silver spoons in my life
The day of the knives that were the sharpest
Growing up inside this home
That's always been the hardest
I'll drag my feet through the crowd
Stumble through the scream on my way out
Tryna find what this means
Even when it gets too loud
I'm gonna make you wish you knew me now
Love me, even if it is a lie
If you're gonna leave me, baby, just don't do it twice
Don't worry about me, I'll be fine
And use the pain as my guide
Everything about my life was taught to me by my darkness
I had to learn it all on my own
It's what it takes to be an artist
The silver spoons in my life
The day of the knives that were the sharpest
Growing up inside this home
That's always been the hardest
I'll drag my feet through the crowd
Stumble through the scream on my way out
Tryna find what this means
Even when it gets too loud
I'm gonna make you wish you knew me now