Girl That I Am

Lyrics: Ethan Gruska/Amy Allen Music: Ethan Gruska/Amy Allen Ha ha ha ha ha ha... Ohh ohh ohh ohh... I heard the talk I wish I never listened It's so hard letting go of it The sharpest knives are whispered harsh opinions And what did I have to show for it Like a glass hits the floor My world was shattered and broken Couple years I was coping and holding in I have no words Couldn't make a sound I took my time But I'm here right now I spent so long inside my head The pain, the tears, secrets I kept In fear one day they'd be the end of me And all at once it all makes sense I had to break, I had to bend I had to lose myself to finally see I am the girl that I am Because of the girl I used  to be Ohh I bared my truth Not knowing what would follow And I would do it all again Time heals all wounds But leaves a pretty scar, though Stronger than I've ever been Cause I found my words So I'll sing them loud Guess all the hurt Got me here now I spent so long inside my head The pain, the tears, secrets I kept In fear one day they'd be the end of me And all at once it all makes sense I had to trust to feel again I had to let you in to finally see I am the girl that I am Because of the girl I used to be It all makes sense It all--It all makes It all makes sense Cause I found my words So I'll sing them loud I had to let you in, to let you in To let you see Guess all the hurt Got me here now I spent so long inside my head The pain, the tears, secrets I kept In fear one day they'd be the end of me I am the girl that I am Because of what I went through I am the girl that I am Partly because of you I am the girl that I am Because of the girl I used to be